Sunday, May 10, 2009

faith

till what degree of happiness do we hit before we start thinking to ourselves that this isn't real, this can't be how it's supposed to be, no one is this happy! is this the moment when we are most exposed and vulnerable? do we become skeptical because we need people to assure us that this is real or do we turn skeptical because deep down, we've never really had the faith to begin with?

2 comments:

her majesty. said...

perhaps you are this happy because you don't have to deal with reality. because you can filter out all the bad in what you say to each other, and just have everything pretty and sugar coated. you can mask all your flaws, you can still hide. the other person only knows what you want them to know.

you have in your mind an image of bliss and perfection which you create at your own keyboards. you do not think that in reality.. all you really are doing, is feeding your feelings to a screen.

yeah, of course it feels good. you've been able to create this alternate reality where you pen out your own story, because it is the internet, your little world is protected by this shell and you are the only two people in it. two people that make each other feel good because all you choose to feed each other is sugar.

fact: this is nothing like a real relationship where you are able to face anything together and get acquainted with each other's flaws that you can only possibly get to know know from being with each other in real life. this is a relationship where all you see, is what you want each other to see. it is all superficial.

*shrugs*

that's just what i think.

Anonymous said...

you just gotta have faith!