it's not always going to be about a particular 'you' because the world doesn't revolve around you. sorry to burst your self-absorbed bubble but it's honestly just one less random brain fart forgotten :)
best viewed in MOZILLA (IE is evil).
♥ ME
sheena. views the world through a pink kaleidoscope. avoids first impressions of people. multiple layers. doesn't mind being a wallflower. often confused with the term, 'party girl' but that's just one facade of her. an optimist, no doubt. can't live without her ipod & books. loves love very much. silly and believes that there never has to be a reason to giggle :)
the good thing about crashing is that you're over and done with the next moment afters. the best thing about crashing though is knowing that you have people who love you be there for you.
hmm.. :)
i am planning a surprise and i hope all goes according to plan. weeeeeeeeeeee! ooh, and i can't wait for 6PM.
and then it finally happened. i wonder if this is what it feels like to get run over. i thought the first crash would hurt the most. apparently, not. the pain seemed to multiply with the second, the third, the fourth, and so on.
but right now... right now, the pain has taken a life of its own. no longer do i feel the pain for i have become one with it. i feel numb. i don't know if this means that i am better. to feel pain, i'd know that i am still alive. but to feel nothing at all, am i dead?
till what degree of happiness do we hit before we start thinking to ourselves that this isn't real, this can't be how it's supposed to be, no one is this happy! is this the moment when we are most exposed and vulnerable? do we become skeptical because we need people to assure us that this is real or do we turn skeptical because deep down, we've never really had the faith to begin with?
people keep wondering why they keep chasing pavements. it's a silly thought. i mean, you don't even know where they lead to. downhill, uphill, never-ending .. ? and in some cases, you already know it's a steep path and you might fall but you keep chasing anyways. but i guess we're only human. it is in our nature to chase after our heart's desire. rationality only kicks in second. and honestly, maybe the odds are with us this time. because i'm guessing we've all been down a path where we thought we knew the destination and end up getting burnt. so why would it be any different if we choose 'the road not taken' instead? at least this time, even if we do trip and fall along the way, we'd know it in our hearts that we tried, we gave it our all, we fulfilled our heart's desire - sometimes it's all about the journey, remember? and hey, we would not lose out on expectations and hopes either because subconsciously, you wouldn't invest more in something you can't see or touch. so with minimal hopes, heart's desire burning, excitement and a huge smile on your face, i say, go chase the yellow brick road :)
